you always want you cant have

So as i might mention is that i don't drink , not that i don't judge people who do or not that i don't want - intact , i really would love to take a cold beer but that is something that is out of the question for a girl like me because you don't mix alcohol with that , but don't get me wrong ! 

i think that people who drink are the coolest and maybe thats why i want to become one of them ?

My secret dream is to get real drunk and get an hungover - maybe just for one night so i know what people are talking about because i have no idea what the fuzz about

Anyway , i guess i have to settle with being drunk in love and its kinda awesome to …