Friday, 29 April 2016

I left my heart in : Singapore ?






True colors







such an beautiful day in a lovely country with wonderful food , environment and music scene …

an pleasure to be there and met every nice and helpful people in Toronto 2014








Thursday, 28 April 2016

Shyness





well , i thought i would talk a bit about about being shy and social award as an epileptic .

its not like i wanna be outgoing and be able to talk to people but i only do that with guys

i feel comfortable with #GEORGE2011 . This by the way , has not always been my personality

i got diagnosed and i have noticed like i am open up more around a half year but sadly i had to go

back to sweden then , also it doesn't help that i am a finn an we are known for be socially awkward

until we get drunk and of course i don't drink - so i am just awkward - " sarcastically voice " great ! anyway , after my trip to England , i am more open and have found more self respect and do not let people walk over me because i know my worth now and i guess this year is so important because i learned about my health and gain acceptance , but i would like to think - potentially friends ?



- i have very hard to figure out who is a friend or who's not lol

Wednesday, 27 April 2016

Independent Women, Pt. I











so i though i wore gonna talk about why the year 2011 is so important to me

and i always comes back to that when i writing . It was here in Brighton

i finally learned what it meant to rely on myself which wore a great feeling !

all my upbringing , i basically i been pampered because i got condition

and yes , i do admit i hella cool to get spoiled like that but for the sake of

learning about how i will handle my sickness and be accepted for the girl

i am , i noticed i had to challenge my condition and it was about the most

frightful i ever done because - i was getting out of a comfort zone which

i wore completely fine with before Brighon#2011 but after that experience

i knew i wanted more from life and decide to make the best of it …



Next best thing ???





i though i would let in a little secret past 2 years because with my condition , well you never know ?

but , basically its time to go on a one of these inspirational journey - soul searching within …

yeah , i know - i live the thug life #lol , No there is really nothing to complain on if everything will

work out in my favor because then this will be my world tour 2.0 and i feel so fortunate to be able sharing

my memories on the road with you ( really i would like to take all the people i met at #George but  apparently i cant do that haha , so i guess this is the next best thing ???


palma , spain - 2013

What It's Like To Be In A Wheelchair

Home is where the heart is

so i thought i would describe my home life and situation , after being part time in wheel chair and having an condition that makes that you not fit for work - stated by the government , therefor i got
time to travel but more about that later ….

so my i live together with my home for many reasons but mostly because if some would happened to me , my mom would be able to prevent the fit or call for an ambulance - but also you save money - to all the trips i want to go . Because it is just us to we got an mutual agreement between us , at home in Sweden its her that buying the food while on the travels i do buy it because i tend to be a big spender when it comes holiday ( as you might notice on my travel pictures lol )

but i actually have lived in different accommodations when i study , like in Brighton at a Host family which wore awesome because you got to knew a little bit about their traditions , when i wore studying writing on Gotland and in a castle which basically wore my first time from home …

but i thought i wore gonna talk about how i am getting around in my wheelchair which is pretty damn hard because of all edges by the door , you do two things : a : either get stopped by the door or, b : get scrapping up your hands when you trying to get through .

The most irritate thing is when people don't handicap accessible their houses but i get is not the first thing you think of when you buy one but would you change it so become baby accessible and not handicap , but i really hope you guys do after reading this because maybe its not you that gonna get an
in a wheel chair ( but lets face it , we all are - in the future - i am just here now and sharing some of my tips about decorating ) if its true that home is where the heart it , please don't discriminate us in wheel chair - make us feel just as a welcome as babies !