Home is where the heart is

so i thought i would describe my home life and situation , after being part time in wheel chair and having an condition that makes that you not fit for work - stated by the government , therefor i got
time to travel but more about that later ….

so my i live together with my home for many reasons but mostly because if some would happened to me , my mom would be able to prevent the fit or call for an ambulance - but also you save money - to all the trips i want to go . Because it is just us to we got an mutual agreement between us , at home in Sweden its her that buying the food while on the travels i do buy it because i tend to be a big spender when it comes holiday ( as you might notice on my travel pictures lol )

but i actually have lived in different accommodations when i study , like in Brighton at a Host family which wore awesome because you got to knew a little bit about their traditions , when i wore studying writing on Gotland and in a castle which basically wore my first time from home …

but i thought i wore gonna talk about how i am getting around in my wheelchair which is pretty damn hard because of all edges by the door , you do two things : a : either get stopped by the door or, b : get scrapping up your hands when you trying to get through .

The most irritate thing is when people don't handicap accessible their houses but i get is not the first thing you think of when you buy one but would you change it so become baby accessible and not handicap , but i really hope you guys do after reading this because maybe its not you that gonna get an
in a wheel chair ( but lets face it , we all are - in the future - i am just here now and sharing some of my tips about decorating ) if its true that home is where the heart it , please don't discriminate us in wheel chair - make us feel just as a welcome as babies !

Singapore sightseeing

so this is two you tubers that ( one of them wore in Harry Potter )

basically bot of them have live with different conditions and its really fun to follow them !

This time , one girl is in singapore and which i thought i wore gonna publish

because you see tons of what i saw in singapore , check it out !

My favorite countries ( outside europe )

i love the nightlife in Ibiza . If my mood chould been described as a city
it would probably be that one because of the nightlife , people and kindness
But as i formally declared my love for Brighton , i would also say i am half a brit
( they adopted my sentimental heart lol ) - except this part !

Yeah . Just begun to went over every places i been in my head and there is something
i love with country , less or more but here are a few that i hold dear to my heart :

- singapore , asia : it wore so exotic to be in a place where there wore growing plants
like everywhere

- Dubai . the culture wore amazing and all the actives was so different .

Rio , Brazil -  breathtaking , specially Copacabana !

Bed rest

igloo village in finland 2013 

as you might know i got this seizure 

which basically make me lay in bed rest 

and 

let me tell you all 

its not an picknick

laying in the bed and doing nothing 

… 

its one of the most annoying thing ever 

to lay in your bed 

when you got a lot of things you want to do 

but 

one thing is good with 

carefully culated 

i count that it only takes amount an week for me 

to get relative well again 

but 

one time 

when i wore little 

i had to lay in  bed rest for a month 

that wasn't fun 

but

here some typical things that i make my day go around
( when i am in bed rest )

- blogging , obviously but that is what i do everyday so that is nothing new lol
- trying to get some rest
-look through my social medias sites i am follow
- i also found different applications which i play when i have nothing to do  

winter wonderland

winter is one of the season that effect me really hard 

because that my muscles begin to shake like a leaf 

but i would never let something like that stop me ! 

Just because i live with this obstacles 

it doesn't mean that i don't gonna be able to go to 

places i ever experiences … 

is all about the right clothes 

transport 

and

handicap accessible 

Bloggers Gonna Blog

so i thought i gonna to talk about my way to deal with my conditions : 

being label sick got a tendency to leave you quite isolated sometimes 

but i find myself keeping me occupied with different project 

like writing my stories 

if you , got an sickness i will assure you that if you finding a hobby you feel passionated about 

like i do with my writing 

it can be anything 

from 

art to music 

i am not sure exactly when i begun to write but i am will never stop 

my first memory was like i wrote stories about twins and princess 

and

 then i stop until got my diagnose by 11 

and 

needed some kinda channel to describe my feelings 

and 

started to write dark poems how it felt 

…

but thats the past because i choose to embrace my condition 

its all about love now 

( well sometimes i need to challenge myself with try to write in an other genre ) 

My story

i though i would talk a little bit about how i got this condition because i wasn't born this way , which sometimes i wonder if it wouldn't be easier to be because then i wouldn't knew how to be healthy ? 

anyway , everything begun when i played at schoolyard with an friend of mine , it was early autumn and it had rain . So i fell of this climbing frame and couldn't move an inch . 

I have no idea how i got to school because of the agony and pain but one thing i am sure of , my friend didn't help me with anything - even get help ? 

It wore an long journey to make me accept myself as epileptic , to be proud to say who i am that and not care if people just gonna like me for me or feel pity for the girl in the wheelchair but now i honestly don't care , i know there are some people that have an unconditional for me and support me , got my back which makes me happy because i feel so lucky , that i found them when i needed it as most because this guys saw me for who i wore - and that is rare #2011 

but back to how i got sick , after i fell from a climbing frame , i notice that i begun to start to shake , be tired , etc and we went to the doctors for make some test which told that i got a rare form of epilepsy …

-  to make it easier to explain , its like 3 sorts of epileptic in one condition . 

This become a huge change in my life , from being popular to being irrelevant in school ( because i couldn't keep up with my friends because i needed to sleep certain times and stay away from noisy places but ) i had really hard to accept that i
could't be able to ride a bike anymore , horse riding or just go for walk by myself . Always need to be keep an on i had really hard to accept because i always been independent but now i get i just have to find an other way to freedom … 

more about this later ...